Lost

soul

heathens, heathen. (in historical contexts) a member of a people that do not acknowledge the God of the Bible; a pagan. Sometimes Disparaging and Offensive. a person who is not a Christian, Jew, or Muslim. an irreligious, uncultured, or uncivilized person.

Guys it is fricken’ weird down here! I have no answers. I know nothing. I’ve figured nothing out.

I claim no religion or teaching but I do try to be a clear channel for a message that insists on coming through. In fact, before I would follow any teaching, religion or advisor I might ask them to walk through a wall prior to me trusting them before my inner guidance.

Yeshua is real for me. More real than any church or religion. I do not understand how any of this works but am humbled by something. There is something that compels us to love. Something that compels us to awaken. Something that compels us to seek, and, much to my shock, find something.

Try to enjoy the ride. There is a point to all of this, I think, and that point is to trust the universe. Let go of all labels and concepts and allow the life force to shine on through. Doing this work is often ugly, confusing and filled with contradiction. Paradox is the home of those who have surrendered our will to the great Will of life itself.

These songs, though, calm my nervous system. They are an eye in the storm of this life for me.

In love and humbleness, I offer them up for any who cares to hear.

WALK ON WATER

Performed by Rostad Holdman and Erin Holdman

  • You said faith as small as a seed

    Can move a mountain should we have that need

    And faith will keep us afloat

    Should we ever find ourselves outside the boat

    But our feet begin to sink and we begin to wonder

    Are you really going to keep us from going under


    Chorus

    Teach us Your sons and Your daughters

    To walk on the water

    We’ll take that first step and learn to trust

    Your never going to let go of us

    The hard part is don’t look down

    Because You’re never going to let us drown

    We’ll reach up to You Father. . .

    Teach us to walk on the water


    Give us the faith to 

    Take Your hand

    And you’re going to lead us back to land

    And the faith to keep our eyes on You

    No matter what the storms will do

    But darkness comes and we’re so far from shore

    We’re so tired and can’t tread the water anymore


    Chorus


    Walk on the water through the wind and the Rain

    Walk on the water through the hurt and the Pain

    Even the storms obey Your will

    When you say peace be still


    Chorus